67883) Any time I eat something that is considered ‘junk food’, my dad calls me fat and all it makes me do is feel worse and eat less. He’s such a trigger and doesn’t even know.

Oh my dad knows it

troublerone:

oh oh oh please miss me back

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troublerone:

oh oh oh please miss me back

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67861) I constantly sit around with all my friends and I just feel like the fattest one there. I am constantly comparing myself to everyone. It’s strange to me that I find something beautiful in everyone… but when I look at myself I see nothing. I don’t see myself as beautiful. I look in the mirror and see all these flaws and I just choke back my tears. I want to feel pretty. I want to feel like I don’t need to constantly be wearing makeup and push up bras all the time. I just want to feel like I belong

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67866) I hate how some people don’t realize that eating disorder is more than reading advices on “pro ana-mia websites”, thinking you’re fat and skipping meals or puking only when you are able to. Eating disorder turns into a life habit and mental disorder. It’s not a phase.

67867) I can’t remember the last time food wasn’t on my mind. It’s there when I’m working, it’s there when I’m with friends, it’s there when I’m trying to sleep.